Sunday, October 16, 2011



Hold up... hold on... don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile, shine on
Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm

'Cause all of the stars have faded away
Just try not to worry, you'll see them someday
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up , come on
Why you scared? (I'm not afraid...)
You'll never change what's been and gone

'Cause all of the stars have faded away
Just try not to worry, you'll see them someday
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

'Cause all of the stars have faded away
Just try not to worry, you'll see them someday
Just take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

We're all of the stars
We're fading away
Just try not to worry, you'll see us someday
Just take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out...


The song which soothes my soul and mends my mind these couple of days.....

Thursday, October 13, 2011

完結篇

看看自己現在的處境,和周圍的一切,
眼看最心愛的地方偏離了最初的理念,
眼看曾經自己當家裏人的人變得冷漠和理所當然
更揪心的事,反而自己是“不體恤不諒解”的人
然後一直以來的熱情,關愛和信任,
一點一點地被侵蝕,剝落....

想著一年前的點點滴滴,
還有那時候我說過的

“我們烘焙的不僅僅是蛋糕,還有滿滿的感恩”

如今,我卻盡是滿滿的羞愧....
我曾經以為我可以堅守那道底線,絕不妥協
我也以為我可以獨挽狂瀾,不讓事情變糟...
但我也只是一個普通人,
很多事情一個人扛久了也會累....
然後從開始的懊惱,憤慨到現在的沮喪,無奈...
我妥協了...
我已經挽不回已經確定了的事實

那天老友的一句話
“你已經被生活磨平了"
聽了觸目驚心.....
我承認了,然後一陣失落

我真的累了....


是否擁有的開始,就是失去,失去的最初....

我一直以为自己很能够压抑怒气,
脾气上来的时候总有办法忍住
没料到在那个节骨眼
阴暗面的阿修罗站到了理智的前面
声嘶力竭地咆哮怒吼.....

很骄傲的
身体没有颤抖
眼泪没有流...

就这样,
我和我曾经很尊敬的人
吵了我人生最凶的一场架

Friday, October 7, 2011